What’s Your Perfect Role? This Was Mine…
You’re like no other on this planet. You’re your life experiences, skills, gifts, talents, loves, and passions all rolled into a unique combination that’s here to be in and serve the world in ways no one else can.
You’re an individualized expression of the Divine with a unique role to play. So the question is, what’s your perfect role or combination of elements that would make up your perfect role?
Your answer will be very different than mine.
You can use the meditations at the end of this post to explore your vision in greater depth. Know that part of the process, however, is to let go of the vision and amplify the feeling it gives you to allow the Universe to help you fulfill that vision in ways beyond your imagination.
That’s what I did… for years but more intensively on a daily basis for a month using the meditation in Derek Rydall‘s Awakened Wealth Mastery course.
Exactly a month after I started his program, I received an invitation to fulfill what turned out to be my perfect role.
Where attention goes, energy flows.
Godmother to the 22nd Atlantic Visual Arts Festival (FAVA)
Caraquet, New Brunswick
“God, make me an instrument of thy peace”. This has been part of my lightworker prayer for years.
When I became a full time artist, however, my focus often bounced back and forth from my heart to my head – from thriving to surviving. Becoming a soulpreneur has had its learning curve.
But since part of my mission is to help others align to their True Self to live a happy healthy life, I’ve been constantly reminded of the importance to do so myself.
It’s true, when I first received the organizers’ invitation, I thought that being named the FAVA godmother would be a great opportunity for my career. I equated “godmother” with “featured artist”.
But it was so much more than that, something that gradually dawned on me while preparing for my trip.
What does it mean to be the godmother of an arts festival?
I was chosen to nurture the other artists’ and festival goers’ transformational journeys through my scheduled offerings and presence. What a responsibility… and fun!
The theme of this year’s festival was “La faim de loup” – or “hungry like a wolf” with undertones of humanity’s deeper hunger on a body, mind & spirit level. Basically, the theme was “intuition”.
What a perfect match!
I’d basically been hired to allow my Light to shine and my love to flow through my energy-infused art and intuitive services while opening myself up to a circulation of positive energy in return.
My Team of Divine Helpers had been preparing me for this for years.
Exhibition: Enter the Mandala – The 12 Universal Laws
In 2015, I’d been guided to spend a year creating the 13 Enter the Mandala Project paintings. There’s one 30″ x 30″ mandala for each of the 12 Universal Laws and a summary piece that incorporates symbolism from all 12. See video below.
This was the first time I’d created a body of work that wasn’t for sale (unless I find a buyer for the whole collection willing to display them for the public).
This intuitively guided collection was designed to first teach me about the 12 Universal Laws and then become a teaching tool for others: helping us transform our lives from the inside out by becoming the conscious creators we are meant to be.
The FAVA exhibition was the collection’s first time in public since its 1-day unveiling during a Winter Solstice event in 2015.
I knew I hadn’t painted those mandalas to sit in a closet. Part of me trusted guidance that the collection and I were experiencing a gestation period. But I’ll admit I’d been discouraged when my exhibition proposals for the collection hadn’t been accepted in 2 local galleries.
Still, I held on to visions of the mandalas and I travelling together. The FAVA exhibition was an answer to my prayer.
The festival organizers built a spacious gallery with perfect lighting for my work on the main stage. I was blown away!
The space allowed for 2 chairs to be placed in front of each mandala so the paintings could be used as meditation tools and portals to the Universal Energy Flow.
Many people accepted that invitation to go deeper into both their Self and All That Is by really taking the time to be in the experience.
I was thrilled with the response! It was so fulfilling on so many levels.
I had the honour of energetically supporting a young woman experiencing a healing while sitting in front of The Law of Vibration.
I got to observe a young couple sit in front of each mandala for at least 10 minutes to animatedly discuss them!
I couldn’t help but melt when a beautiful man in his golden years shed one huge tear when I talked about my Source of Inspiration for the collection. The accompanying texts that I’d written as a summary of the painting and inquiry process had inspired him to ask me about my Team of Divine Helpers. His response was but one of so many touching moments during my time in Caraquet.
To witness so many people enjoying, feeling, opening to the exhibition was a dream come true.
Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!
Yes, tears are rolling down my cheeks again as I write this – tears of gratitude and joy.
You can learn more about the 12 Universal Laws and my mandalas by clicking here.
Intuition Into Action: A Gateway to Creativity
Another way my Path had led me to this role was in the development of my intuitive services, workshops, and Intuition into Action: 5 Steps to a Happy Healthy Life presentations.
Traditionally, a godmother’s role is to take responsibility for the spiritual education of her godchildren.
Part of my role as the FAVA godmother wasn’t so far off from that definition. I was asked to share in my intuitive gifts and teachings, something that brings me such joy and fulfilment while helping others.
I’ve been inspired to do this work and love it. Still, it isn’t always easy. I’ve had to cancel workshops due to lack of registration after months of preparation and marketing. I’m still learning about the business and marketing sides of things.
Thanks to several recent conferences and a yoga festival, however, I’d come to the conclusion that I love being a special guest in someone else’s group. That way, I can focus on sharing my offerings instead of marketing.
So I’d been focusing on that in my visioning meditations and the FAVA was a perfect manifestation of it.
42 participants attended the visionary art workshop, in which they experienced a channeled meditation before translating their inner discovery journey into a mandala drawing and list of inspired actions.
Many reported that the messages and visions they received had made a difference in their lives, their art, and their understanding of the energy flow as they witnessed it in the group.
*Note: Many of the photos in this blog post are by Louis Légère on the FAVA team.
I also gave a 1.5 hour talk and Q & A session on Intuitive Living & Intuitive Painting. The feedback was equally affirming that my work is making a difference. That’s a wonderful feeling indeed!
To share the intuition offerings I’ve developed in recent years in an event that not only featured my visual art but fully supported and appreciated my desire to share life-affirming processes was truly a vision come to fruition.
Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!
My Beloved Godchildren
Just so you know, I giggled when I wrote that subtitle.
The Artists
One of my favourite parts of being the godmother of the festival is that I was given a leadership role when it came to the 20 or so other artists involved.
As much as I may be an experienced and enthusiastic teacher and public speaker, as much as I can be shy or uncomfortable in public. Hyper sensitive to energy in crowds and an introverted social observer by habit, there have been many times when I’ve chosen to be on the outskirts.
Not this time. I was hired to be a leader and a nurturer, and I thrive in that role.
Instead of focusing only on my exhibition and events (there was a lot to coordinate), I really enjoyed the encouragement my role gave me to connect with the other artists.
I consciously made the time to circulate to their booths to chat or shoot videos that I posted on Facebook or sit with them during meals to have heart-to-heart conversations (instead of taking quiet solo retreat times).
My interest in the other artists and ease with which we shared connections, techniques, experiences, etc. delighted me.
I met so many wonderful beings in this process and look forward to deepening some of these peer relationships through collaborations, exchanges, and more.
Being the FAVA godmother gave me the responsibility and permission to just let my full self shine. I did and was reminded that I shouldn’t need a role or excuse to be and do what I did at this festival – and am grateful for that lesson. I’ll never forget it.
When we shine our light, it gives others permission to shine. Please remember this next time you wonder if you can really fulfill the role of your dreams.
The Community
The reception, appreciation, generosity, enthusiasm, open-heartedness, etc. that circulated during the whole weekend and the days leading up to it was amazing.
Together, we raised our vibration. The more I gave, the more I had to give. The more I received, the more I allowed myself to receive.
As a godmother would, it was my pleasure to proudly share my Caraquet experience, FAVA, and the many wonders & miracles that took place while I lived my perfect role in such a warm-hearted community. If you follow me on Facebook, you know I enjoyed spreading the word about the love & beauty I witnessed in the heart of Acadian country.
From the organizers, staff, and volunteers who helped me with my events and showed me around town, to the light technician who helped my work shine, to the people in the streets that recognized me from my picture in the program they received in the mail, to the costumed characters at the Acadian Historic Village who crossed the time barrier to say they knew who I was – I felt so welcomed!
Yes, I could see how such attention could go to my head. Instead, I let it go to my heart.
I was scared when I came out of the visionary closet a few years back. It wasn’t easy to talk about things I’d learned to shut up about when I was a child. Intuition, however, is always an invitation to grow. I’m glad I followed guidance.
To be so welcomed, acknowledged, appreciated, and given a platform to be fully me without fear or resistance has left me a changed woman.
So I’ll keep asking:”What would love do now?”, “How can I be an instrument of thy Peace dear God and blessed Universe”. And I trust that my next perfect role is on its way.
Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!
The Bucket List
Part of my vision for my life is that my teaching/ art will allow me to continue to travel the world exploring and expressing my love of beauty and the beauty of love.
Thanks to my FAVA sponsor, Tablo-Solution, my 2-week road trip across Newfoundland to New Brunswick was fully paid for.
I also got to check 2 things off my bucket list during this trip: the 7-hour ferry from Port-aux-Basques to North Sydney (which I’d read about in many NL -based novels) and a 2.5-day drive on the Cabot Trail on the island of Cape Breton on my way home from the festival.
I’ll write more about that in the next post.
I wonder… does an event in Ireland need a godmother? That’s still on my bucket list and my mandalas now have excellent crates to travel in. I’m ready! Hee hee.
I’ll keep visioning and generating the feelings of my ideal life and am open to what the next perfect role the Universe has in store for me.
Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!
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