Devotion & Distractions- Mary Magdalene in St. Baume video

Devotion & Distractions

How do you fill your days? Is everything you do aligned with your highest values?

I was just listening to Dr. Demartini saying:

“If you do not fill your day with high priority actions that inspire you, your day will fill up with low priority distractions that will not. If you do not bring order to your life, disorder will rule your destiny. The former will empower and vitalize you, while the latter will disempower and drain.”

We’re surrounded by so many distractions! Modern technology increases that exponentially.

That’s why, when I’m involved in a creative project, I tend to go into hermit mode – full on focus for days without communicating with anyone. Creating and sharing beauty is definitely one of my top values.

So is my spirituality. When it comes to my spiritual growth, however, I don’t seem to ever have enough time to really devote myself single-heartedly.

This morning at my altar, I was reading the “Devotion” page of Swami Kriyananda’s book “Affirmations for Self-Healing”. He’s the founder of the Ananda ashram I stayed at in Italy last summer.

“In the quest for God, the unfolding of the heart’s natural love, in the form of deep devotion, is the prime requisite for success. Without devotion, not a single step can be taken towards Him. Devotion is no sentiment: It is the deep longing to commune with, and know, the only Reality there is.”

I’m striving for less and less distractions to live a life that’s fully on purpose.

Netflix is my biggest distractor. When I asked my Team of Divine Helpers to help me stay aligned this holiday season, they inspired me to lead the Holiday Spirit Circle, so that you and I can focus more on the sacred.

Click here to find out more about it, and join me if you get an inner ‘Yes!’. It runs from December 1st to January 1st.

What are the highest values you would devote yourself to?

What can you do today to lessen the distractions in your life? 

Saints in Caves

Have you ever wondered about living away from all the distractions of modern life to devote yourself completely to your inner journey?

There’s something romantic about the idea of monks in Himalayan caves… until the logistics pop into your mind!

I confirmed this summer that my chances of survival in a cave would be minimal. I just wasn’t trained to forage for food, keep myself warm or even alive in the wilderness.

My distractions would be of a different kind – the sounds of wildlife or my grumbling stomach come to mind…

Mary Magdalene in St. Baume

I visited quite a few caves during last summer’s Mary Magdalene pilgrimage and my time near Assisi. Many have been converted into hermitages or monasteries.

They’re quite damp and cold…

But they’re also filled with devotional energy and history.

The Mary Magdalene Cave in the video above is the first our pilgrimage group visited. 

At the end of our 45-minute uphill hike, we arrived at a small Dominican monastery and the Mary Magdalene Grotto in time for the 11am mass. I was in tears as the singing echoed throughout the cave.

Some say that Mary Magdalene lived a hermetic existence in this cave for 30 years after evangelizing the region of Provence.

Seven times a day, angels carried her to the cliff summit to pray in ecstasy. Read that again… doesn’t it just leave you longing to be fully realized in your union with the Divine?

This state is what’s depicted in the sculpture in the video.

Now that’s what you call devotion!

When the angels saw her last hour approaching, they transported her to the Via Aurelia, near the shrine to St. Maximin.

Our tour leader, Ariana Rose Brackenbury shared that:

“This mountain, sacred to Isis, has been considered holy ground for thousands of years. The energy of the divine feminine is strong here. There are many versions of Mary’s life in Egypt, England, Provence France, Languedoc France and elsewhere – several of which said she was part of the Isis lineage as was Mother Mary. Some say there were sacred ceremonies done in the cave in the traditions of the priestesses of Isis. The natural water here is reported to have healing properties.”

Mahavatar Babaji in the Himalayas

The ashram I stayed and studied at in the summer was based on the teachings of their guru, Paramhansa Yogananda, an Indian Hindu monk.

I resonated with his desire as a youth to live without distraction and to devote himself fully to God. As he writes in his “Autobiography of a Yogi“, he repeatedly ran away from home to follow an inner call to the Himalayas. But that wasn’t his destiny.

Although I’d read the book many years ago, I’d forgotten many of the details. Living at Ananda, I became more intimately acquainted with the stories of his lineage.

His teacher’s teacher’s teacher was Mahavatar Babaji who is said to still live in Himalayan caves today.

“The secluded master has retained his physical form for centuries, perhaps for millenniums. The deathless Babaji is an avatara. … In the Hindu scriptures, avatara signifies the descent of Divinity into flesh.”

“The Mahavatar is in constant communion with Christ; together they send out vibrations of redemption, and have planned the spiritual technique of salvation for this age. The work of these two fully-illumined masters—one with the body, and one without it—is to inspire the nations to forsake suicidal wars, race hatreds, religious sectarianism, and the boomerang-evils of materialism. Babaji is well aware of the trend of modern times, especially of the influence and complexities of Western civilization, and realizes the necessity of spreading the self-liberations of yoga equally in the West and in the East.”

This is why the photo of Jesus appears on the Ananda altar, along with those of Paramhansa Yogananda and his lineage of gurus.

As explained on the Ananda website,

“(Jesus) said that although his followers still do good works, they have lost the ability to commune inwardly with God. Because of Jesus’s request, Paramhansa Yogananda came to the West.”

That was Paramhansa Yogananda’s destiny – not to live in a cave, but to introduce millions in the west to meditation and yoga for 32 years, starting in 1920.

Fact or Fiction?

Was Mary Magdalene in France?

Did Jesus appear to an immortal being in the Himalayas to help westerners reconnect to the inner Path to God?

Are the gospels that have been found in the desert in modern times real?

I’m not one to debate about these kinds of facts.

All I know is that my mind and my heart are expanding with all my experiences and learnings. I trust my Spirit knows the Truth.

The spiritual call was strong in me since I was a child. But I prayed Jesus not ask me to be a nun because I liked boys too much.

There are many ways to devote ourselves more fully to our spiritual Path, no matter what that is. 

You may be inspired to live in a cave – literally or metaphorically. You may be inspired to devote yourself through your work, your service, your family, your worship.

The shape of my Path has changed with time to a more Universal one. What matters most to me is whether something brings me closer to Father/Mother God, to Love & Light.

I’m so grateful for this summer’s pilgrimage and time at the ashram because they reduced my distractions and increased my devotion. I’m now prioritizing my spiritual practice even more.

May you also thrive on your Chosen Path.

P.S. Don’t forget to enjoy the short video at the top!

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Lourdes – A Shower of Devotion

Where or when do you feel most in communion with the energy of the Divine?

Do you relate more to the Divine Mother/ Feminine or Divine Father/Masculine?

Where is it easiest to connect your heart to something that’s Greater than the human you, no matter what your beliefs are?

  • in nature?
  • in your meditation space?
  • in a community worship space?
  • in sacred sites around the world?
  • in your shower?

The possibilities are as unique as you are.

I went to many sacred sites this summer during the Mary Magdalene pilgrimage and while living & studying at Ananda Assisi.

But in the Lower Basilica of Saint Francis of Assisi in Italy, for example, I didn’t feel a thing. I tried. Maybe it was because of the throngs of tourists. I’m not fond of crowds. But I was surprised. Saint Francis is my favourite of the Catholic saints.

Others, including Paramhansa Yogananda (of “Autobiography of a Yogi” and the guru of the ashram where I was staying) had connected with this beloved Saint in a profound way there.

In Lourdes, however, the energy for me was palpable. 

Perhaps it was because the sacred cave where The Lady appeared 18 times was outdoors. Maybe it was because she’d appeared to a child, Saint Bernadette, a story that impacted me in my own childhood.

Perhaps it’s because the thousands of pilgrims were actively engaged in devotion, not just playing tourists.

Many miracles have happened in Lourdes since 1858. The Catholic church may have only recognized 70, but over 7000 cases of healings have been reported.

Whatever the case, it moved me deeply to join in the veneration for the Divine Mother, and to pray for loved ones.

Last time I was there, I was 9 years old and living on a military base in Germany.

This time, we arrived on the last day of the 63rd International Military Pilgrimage (May12-14 2023) with 14,000 military personnel from 40 nations, all focused on peace. Hopeful! Rewatching the video above right after Remembrance Day adds to that feeling.

The nightly procession before the one in this video must have been even more spectacular! I’d heard that they’d restricted access to the balcony, however, so I wouldn’t have gotten the same footage. This procession was definitely more my scale.

I hardly used my camera on the first of our 2 days there, until the evening procession.

The next day in the rain, that camera got me out of our hotel room early, when all was quiet except the bagpipes.

I left Lourdes with some holy water that had trickled drop by drop into my bottle and with a heart filled with the vibration of this holy site. May some of those vibrations make it through the screen to you. Click on the video above to watch.

I invite you to experience it all as if you were a part of the energy, adding your intentions and prayers as you watch.

P.S. The photos and clips in the 7-minute video above are mostly different than in the minute dedicated to Lourdes in my full 18-day pilgrimage production that you can also click here to watch.

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When the Veil is Thin – Cave of Bethlehem Video

When the Veil is Thin

When I was wondering which of my summer pilgrimage videos to share this week, I immediately saw a link between our visit to the Cave of Bethlehem and Halloween. Or rather, Samhain, a Gaelic festival that marks the end of the harvest season and the beginning of the “darker half” of the year. Halloween has its roots in this ancient Celtic celebration.

At Samhain, it’s believed that the veil between the physical world and the spiritual (or “other”) world is at its thinnest.

Do you share my belief that so much more exists in the mystery beyond our usual perceptions?

If so, this is a perfect time to:

  • connect with God / your Team of Divine Helpers to ask for Guidance
  • sit in silence and ask to connect with the Spirit Essence of your beloveds that have departed their physical form
  • go outdoors to commune with Nature Spirits
  • engage in rituals that honour your soul on its Path
  • do energy work to realign your mental, emotional, physical, spiritual and energy bodies
  • take time to reflect on what tricks and treats you’re giving yourself in your daily routines
  • and more, as inspired

The Cave of Bethlehem

So why the link with this video?

One of our many sacred hikes on the 2023 Mary Magdalene pilgrimage took us up an unmarked trail to what’s known as the Cave of Bethlehem.

A couple magically appeared to give us direction just as we were about to pass the hidden turn-off.

We gave our legs yet another workout for an energetic experience infused in love , history & beauty.

This is said to be an ancient Cathar initiation cave. According to local expert, Anaiya Sophia, this cave was one of three underground retreats where Cathars met with the ‘Almighty Creative Essence’.

We are told that in these caves the initiate would begin to access the state of the living Soul, the state of the ‘Pure One’ or ‘Perfect One’ (parfait). When the timing was right the disciple would go through the ‘Mystical door’, and come back into the world to devote themselves to suffering mankind, in service to Christ.

The Bethlehem is the third and final stage of the Initiation. … This cave may well have been the spiritual centre of the Cathar world. For it was here that the ‘Pure’ candidate underwent an initiation ceremony that culminated in The Consolamentum, the invoking of the redeeming force to wipe away all sin (errors against love) and anoint to soul at the highest level with the touch of the Holy Spirit.

The Bethlehem comprises of a square niche in the wall in which stood the veiled Holy Grail, a granite altar upon which the Gospel of John would lay, a pentagram carved into the wall and obvious telluric currents emanating from the rock walls and floor.

Those from my group who chose to climb to connect to the energy in the pentagram in the rock had various and remarkable experiences. I chose to connect to the energies with my feet on the ground.

If you do choose to take advantage of the thinner veil between worlds at this time of year, may it bring you closer to Source, your Self, and your reason for being here now.

 

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Montségur Rescue

This is a story of past and present…

Past: Montségur Siege

The siege of Montségur was a nine-month siege of the Cathar-held Château de Montségur by French royal forces starting in May 1243. After the castle surrendered, about 210 people were burned in a bonfire on 16 March 1244.

It’s been claimed that three or four Cathar leaders survived; they left the castle by a secret route to recover a treasure that had been buried in a nearby forest in the weeks prior to the surrender. The treasure not only contained material valuables but also documents (perhaps including Mary Magdalene’s famed “Book of Love” and possibly relics). Nothing about its whereabouts is known.

You can read more about the history of Montségur in my full pilgrimage post (click here).

Present: Montségur Rescue

It was quite the climb up to the 17th Century ruins built atop the The Château de Montségur, which was razed after the siege of 1244.

I’ll admit, I was huffing and puffing and relieved I’d invested in a light pair of walking poles for this pilgrimage.

At one point, our group caught up to another. One elderly woman in particular attracted the attention of my fellow pilgrim & nurse, Sarah Rose. She seemed to be struggling with her footing and breathing. After checking that she was fine, we continued.

Once we’d spent time at the top, connecting to the energy of the peace-loving Cathars, I started heading down. Then I heard the familiar pulsating noise of a helicopter approaching.

At first I thought it may be tourist thing, but quickly realized that I was witnessing a rescue.

As I continued to make my way down, I learned from one of her group members that Brigitte had twisted her ankle and fallen.

She was conscious and talking about her dislike of flying when I got close enough to film what was happening, all the while praying for her quick recovery.

I’m one of those who don’t watch the news. The sensationalism and focus on negativity affect me too much. It’s part of why I’ve used movies for years to help me become less sensitive. That’s another story.

Creating this video wasn’t about the drama. 

I was deep in the feeling for those who died for their beliefs in love & peace, refusing to bend to life-threatening peer pressure.

I was walking down the steep mountainside, just as they had before they’d voluntarily mounted onto the pyres and died in the flames.

There was no rescue for the Cathars. They’d waited, but none came. 

To witness such an elaborate rescue for an injured ankle in our modern times seemed like a sign of hope from the heavens … ok the sky.

I was feeling the horrors of the past and being an eyewitness to resources of the present.

The contrast of these two events stirred my soul.

As soon as I got back to the retreat house, I dove into the creation of this video. The text emerged from my creative process, helping me understand what had moved me so much.

Truly, art is transformational.

This video is now added to the layers of prayers for peace our group made at Montségur and throughout our pilgrimage.

And if your heart reached out to Brigitte while watching this video, know you’ve added another layer to the prayers we made for her and all those suffering in our times.

I invite you to take a moment to pray for anyone in your life or anywhere in the world that could use a warm wave of love right now. 

Peace be with you.

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Creating Sacred Space – Chartres Labyrinth Video

Oh how thrilled I was when the inspiration dawned on me to create this video two months after having visiting Chartres with my Mary Magdalene Pilgrimage group.

Juxtaposing the white light-people from the sound & light show on the Cathedral facade with the light-people inside (thanks to a luminescent filter I discovered on my phone video-making app) transported me into creative bliss, beyond what I even remembered feeling there. I’m so glad June Round, assistant facilitator and chef for our pilgrimage, wore white for her labyrinth experience.

This Chartres labyrinth dates back to 1205. It’s the same one I’ve painted several times since 2017. You may recognize it from

When we arrived in Chartres on a Thursday, the labyrinth was covered up with rows of chairs. Although I found the centre to stand in, it was obvious other visitors had no idea what they were walking on. Nor did they know that it was the exact size as the rose window you’ll see in the video. If that wall was laid flat, the window would land right on top of the labyrinth!

This labyrinth is cleared for the public only on Fridays. Our tour leader made sure we were there for that. When June mentioned she’d be there early to help create sacred space along with other visitors and regulars, I started dreaming of doing a timelapse video of the process. I was in tears when one of the church staff gave me permission to climb up in the pulpit to do so.

Witnessing and therefore helping create the sacred space was as, if not more moving to me than walking the labyrinth this time. It was like watching over the opening of a prayerful space to welcome communion with community from this realm and beyond. Wow! I hope you can feel that in the video. By watching it, you too become a part of the experience.

Creating Sacred Space in Your Life

Before starting to write this blog, I lit a beeswax candle, smudged myself and my space, cleared the desk and invited my Team of Divine Helpers to join me in being here with us.

In Italy for 2 months, at the Academy of Art, Creativity & Consciousness, our core group would gather half an hour before weekly students to create sacred space. One of my chosen tasks was to smudge the whole building with the smoke of palo santo wood from the Andes to cleanse the energy. We’d also bring fresh wildflowers for the altar, mop the floors, set the circle of chairs, mix the paints, clear the cobwebs, open the windows, etc.

How can you create sacred space in both your environment and your day? How can you involve others in the process? 

Try it – it ads a layer of sacredness to your life that oozes that delicious high vibration that makes everything more meaningful. 

Next week, I’ll share more about labyrinths because this one and the one in the yard of our monastery-hotel (also in the video) in Chartres weren’t the only ones I experienced this summer.

 

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Mary Magdalene Pilgrimage Video – 18 days in 27 minutes

My Journey with Mary Magdalene

From May 3-20th, I traveled through France with a small group of Canadians & Americans on this Mary Magdalene Pilgrimage led by Ariana Rose Brackenbury.

Mary Magdalene started coming through in my visions and paintings in 2014, when studying visionary art in Vienna and Bali.

At that point, I wasn’t aware of all the controversy surrounding Mary Magdalene or the fact that in 1969, the Catholic church took back what Pope Gregory the Great said in 591, which had led to over a thousand years of teaching she’d been a sex worker. Nor did I know that Pope Francis, in 2016, affirmed that she was instead the “Apostle to the Apostles“, elevating July 22nd to a feast day for this saint.

As for the movie “The DaVinci Code“, I’d seen it, but can’t say I’d spent much time contemplating it beyond Hollywood entertainment.

What really awakened Mary Magdalene’s essence in my life was when I was Guided to Glastonbury in 2019 and to the books “Anna, Grandmother of Jesus: A Message of Wisdom and Love” and “Anna: Voices of the Magdalenes” books in the Chalice Garden bookstore.  The energy was palpable just holding the first, something I’d only experienced a few times in my life.

The stories of the holy family’s travels and initiations that these books contained, left me with an open mind, an open heart, and the willingness to say ‘Yes!’ to the Guidance to join this pilgrimage.

Then came more books, book club discussions, and a couple more Mary Magdalene energy-infused paintings:

I’m fascinated by the found Gospels, the reframing of beliefs, the opening to so much more than we didn’t even know we didn’t know. I’ve appreciated the in-depth research as well as the channeled wisdom of several authors.

Mostly, I’m curious and welcoming of how I can help bring forth any love, message, essence of Mary Magdalene and the Divine Feminine. I know it’s a journey, not a destination. 

Spending over 60 hours revisiting each site through thousands of photos and video clips for the creation of this movie was just one more step in integrating all that I experienced during 18 days in May.

Of course it was also my way of sharing it with you. So thank you to all those who made this trip possible.

I invite you now to feel your way through this video and all the information below on the 27 locations and come to your own questions, conclusions, curiosities, and inspirations. Enjoy the process.

P.S. I welcome your art patronage. Thank you.




The 27 Mary Magdalene Pilgrimage Sites

The information below comes from both our pilgrimage package by Ariana Rose Brackenbury, and several Internet sites, including Wikipedia.

I’m sharing it to give you a better appreciation of the 27 locations you’ll experience in the 27-minute video above.

This is also giving me a chance to learn more about the places I’ve been since, at the time, I was often feeling or experiencing with or without my camera more than listening or reading.

What’s important to know before we get into each location is that Mary Magdalene is said to have spent the last years of her life in France after the crucifixion of Christ. She and the apostles who accompanied her during this escape from persecution became the first evangelizers there.

1. Grotte de Sainte Marie Madeleine (Mary Magdalene Grotto):

Between Aix-en-Provence and Marseille, the Sainte-Baume mountain is home to some sacred caves. At the end of our 45-minute uphill hike, we arrived at a small Dominican monastery and the Mary Magdalene Grotto in time for the 11am mass. Catholic Popes, Kings of France and pilgrims have all walked this steep trail the hillside chapel.

Some say that Mary Magdalene lived a hermetic existence in this cave for 30 years after evangelizing the region of Provence. From there, she was carried by angels to the cliff summit 7 times a day to pray. Many of the sculptures and paintings we saw throughout France portrayed these angelic visits and her  ecstasy. When the angels saw her last hour approaching, they transported her to the Via Aurelia, near the shrine to St. Maximin.

Ariana ads: “This mountain, sacred to Isis, has been considered holy ground for thousands of years. The energy of the divine feminine is strong here. There are many versions of Mary’s life in Egypt, England, Provence France, Languedoc France and elsewhere – several of which said she was part of the Isis lineage as was Mother Mary. Some say there were sacred ceremonies done in the cave in the traditions of the priestesses of Isis. The natural water here is reported to have healing properties.”

See more in my 3-minute video on YouTube.

2. Saint-Maximin-la-Sainte-Baume:

At the foot of the Sainte-Baume mountain is the town of Saint-Maximin-la-Sainte-Baume, whose basilica is dedicated to Mary Magdalene. Her skull is housed in the church’s crypt. Mary’s sarcophagus was discovered on the 12th of December 1279 in the crypt of Saint-Maximin, drawing many pilgrims tothe site, where this basilica was built in 1295.

Learn more on Wikipedia.

3. Cathédrale St. Sauveur – Aix-en-Provence:

According to the Christian tradition, the first church on the site was founded by Saint Maximinus of Aix, one of the seventy-two disciples, who arrived in Provence from Bethany, a village near Jerusalem, with Mary Magdalene on a boat belonging to Lazarus. Maximin built a modest chapel on the site of the present cathedral and dedicated it to the Holy Saviour (le Saint Sauveur). Mary Magdalene and St. Maximin preached here before she retreated to the Grotto in Saint Baume. Maximin stayed in Aix and became its first bishop. The 1st century chapel floor still remains inside the Cathédrale Saint-Sauveur, which was built over it.  In my video, I show you the Burning Bush Triptych by Nicolas Froment, but I don’t have a photo of the “beautiful stained glass window with Mary Magdalene and her jar”, so I’m not sure I saw it. Oops… The Cathedral that stands there today is a national monument.

Learn more on Wikipedia.

4. Saintes Maries de la Mer:

This historical ocean-side village is where the three Marys (Mary Magdalene, Mary Salome and Mary Jacobe), along with with their uncle Joseph of Arimathea, Lazarus and many others are reputed to have come ashore in a boat without oars or a sail. According to the gospels, the 3 Marys came to Jesus’s sepulchre three days after the Crucifixion and were the first witnesses of his Resurrection. They fled the persecution of Christians in the Holy Land after Jesus’s crucifixion to end up in France.

The Eglise Notre-Dame-de-la-Mer was built as a refuge and fortress to protect villagers from invasions from the sea. It has a fresh water well inside, for when the villagers had to take shelter from raiders. The Sanctuary is the site of one of the first places of pilgrimage in Provence to honour Sara, the black Madonna patron saint of the gypsies. Sara is said to have possibly been the Egyptian servant of the three Marys. In another version, Sara was a local woman who welcomed the three Marys on their arrival. A statue of Sarah is in the crypt of the church

This church is known in France for the celebrations it holds for each Mary’s feast. The feast days in May draw 25,000-40,000 Roma Catholics (gypsies, which my guide told me they prefer to be called) and others from France and beyond to the town for a week. The high points at that feast include a ritual when a painted reliquary chest, said to contain the bones of the Saintes Maries, is ceremoniously lowered from its high perch to the altar for veneration. The crypt is left open so that the statue of the Roma’s own Saint Sara, can be honored. On successive days, Romas and a large crowd process statues of Sara and the Saintes Maries from the church to the beach, carrying them right into the sea.

We weren’t there on feast day, a good thing as I’m not fond of crowds… Our group did, however, have a Scorpio full moon & eclipse ceremony on the beach. Only two braved the cold waters during this unusually chilly May.

Learn more on Wikipedia.

5. Béziers:

Béziers is one of the oldest cities in France. It was a Languedoc stronghold of Catharism, which the Catholic Church condemned as heretical and which Catholic forces exterminated in the Albigensian Crusade. The Cathars held views that were very different from those espoused by the Church – going more towards the simplicity of the teachings of Jesus and against the corruption in the Church. As Catharism became more popular the Church began the Albigensian Crusade, a campaign to eliminate Catharism by Pope Innocent III.

The crusaders reached Béziers on 21 July 1209. Béziers’ Catholics were given an ultimatum to hand over the heretics or leave before the crusaders besieged the city and to “avoid sharing their fate and perishing with them”.[8] However, many refused and resisted with the Cathars. The town was sacked the following day and in the bloody massacre no one was spared, not even Catholic priests and those who took refuge in the churches.

One of the commanders of the crusade was the Papal legate Arnaud-Amaury (or Arnald Amalaricus, abbot of Citeaux). When asked by a crusader how to tell Catholics from Cathars once they had taken the city, the abbot supposedly replied,”Kill them all, for the Lord knoweth them that are His”.

Amalric’s own version of the siege, described in his letter to Pope Innocent III in August 1209 (col. 139), states:

While discussions were still going on with the barons about the release of those in the city who were deemed to be Catholics, the servants and other persons of low rank and unarmed attacked the city without waiting for orders from their leaders. To our amazement, crying “to arms, to arms!”, within the space of two or three hours they crossed the ditches and the walls and Béziers was taken. Our men spared no one, irrespective of rank, sex or age, and put to the sword almost 20,000 people. After this great slaughter the whole city was despoiled and burnt …[10]

The invaders burned the Cathedral of Saint Nazaire, which collapsed on the thousands of people who had taken refuge inside.

Learn more on Wikipedia.

6. Minerve:

The siege of Minerve was undertaken by the Catholic Crusaders in June and July 1210 when they besieged and captured the town. The Crusaders allowed the soldiers defending the town, Catholics, and any Cathars who had not yet reached the leadership status of perfect to go free. Three Cathar perfects who repented were pardoned, but 140 others who refused to do so were burnt at the stake. Some Cathars chose to jump freely into the flames rather than wait for their executioners.

Cistercian monk Peter of Vaux-de-Cernay records two miracles which allegedly took place during the siege. In one instance, a spring from which very little water flowed began to gush water shortly after the Crusaders arrived for the siege. Afterwards, it was reduced once again to a trickle. In the other, as the Crusaders were leaving, they set fire to all the huts which they had made out of branches and dry leaves. One hut, in which a priest had said Mass, while in close proximity to the others, was somehow spared from the flames.

The steep gorges surrounding the town made it virtually impossible to storm. The Crusaders lobbed heavy objects into the walls of the town. On the west, a rock thrower called a petraria (trebuchet) was used, in one of its earliest appearances in Europe.[16] This machine, named mala vazina (“Bad Neighbor”), bombarded the town very heavily and towards the end of June destroying the main wall of the city. The defenders held on for several more weeks. On 22 July the city surrendered. (* I’m just noticing this date now – also the feast day for Mary Magdalene).

Learn more on Wikipedia.

7. Le Domaine de Mournac:

Featured twice in this video and in a separate video I created, the Domaine de Mournac was our home for 7 days and the hub from which we visited many of the sacred sites in the South of France.  It’s a 12th century stone coach house, nestled in over 15 acres of woodland and vines. Here’s where we settled into a communal lifestyle where all participated in organic meal creation, designed to replicate the energy and intention of the early Essene communities which focused on community and collaboration.

8. St. Salvayre:

We found ourselves in a very special small church in the tiny hamlet of St. Salvayre after taking a very windy drive up the mountain. The road has no number but is marked as a Cathar route on the IGN map, so it is very old. Ariana had reported that there is very powerful energy there, especially around the altar. Some legends say that Yeshua died here. In a very interesting post about the conflicting information on this church, one blogger wrote:

They (Jesus & Mary Magdalene) were going to Narbonne and then to Stes. Maries de la Mer to see their daughter Sarah.  Sarah had married the Lord of Râtis who lived on the Oppidum with its sacred wells.  Maybe she was expecting a baby.  The year would have been around 49AD. But Jesus, who had never been well since his heart was injured during the crucifixion, became ill, and died on that journey, and was buried near St. Salvayre.  And Mary continued alone. Sarah being married implies that there was a bloodline through Jesus and Mary Magdalene, but as it was through a woman it would not have been recorded and monitored.

9. Limoux:

Here, we visited the Basilica of Notre Dame de Marceille, a magnificent church of southern Gothic style from the 14th Century, dedicated to Mother Mary. Alas, no photography was allowed inside. It’s built around a Black Madonna known to heal the blind. The church has been a pilgrimage destination for centuries. The water from the spring down the hill from the Basilica is said to have healing powers, especially for eye troubles.

10. Carcassonne:

Carcassonne played a major role in the Albigensian Crusade. The city held against a siege for 14 days in August of 1209. Eventually the Catholics surrendered, and the Cathars, refusing surrender, were expelled from the city with nothing but the clothes they were wearing. The Cathars fled to the surrounding countryside, where they were eventually rooted out and slaughtered.

Learn more on Wikipedia.

11. Montségur:

Montségur was the last refuge of the Cathars during the Crusade. The siege of Montségur was a nine-month siege of the Cathar-held Château de Montségur by French royal forces starting in May 1243. After the castle surrendered, about 210 perfecti and unrepentant credentes were burned in a bonfire on 16 March 1244.

Although the Albigensian Crusade had been concluded with the Treaty of Paris-Meaux in 1229, local resistance continued. The Cathar Church was still able to operate and oppose the Inquisition that pervaded the Languedoc. In 1233, the Cathar Bishop Guilhabert de Castres asked Raymond de Pereille for permission to make Montségur “the seat and head” (domicilium et caput) of the Cathar Church.

As a haven for Cathars, Montségur gained symbolic and strategic importance in the resistance fight against the Catholic Church and the French forces in subsequent years. In 1241, Raymond VII made a token attempt to capture Montségur, primarily to impress the King and the Catholic Church of his allegiance. At that time Montségur housed about 500 people.

In the context of Occitan resistance and possibly linked to Raymond’s efforts to free himself from the chains of the Paris Treaty, two representatives of the Inquisition, William Arnald and Stephen de Saint-Thibéry, as well as their companions and retinue were murdered by about fifty men from Montségur and dispossessed faidits at Avignonet on 28 May 1242. This event led to the decision to send a royal military expedition to eliminate the stronghold.

In 1244 the attack on the castle intensified and the Cathars were defeated and any who chose to maintain their beliefs were burned. No stakes were needed: they mounted the pyre and perished voluntarily in the flames. At the base is a monument to the 210 who chose to die in the fire on March 16, 1244 rather than give up their beliefs.

It has been claimed that three or four perfecti survived; they left the castle by a secret route to recover a treasure of the Cathars that had been buried in a nearby forest in the weeks prior to the surrender. The treasure not only contained material valuables but also documents and possibly relics. Nothing about its whereabouts is known.

The mountain is energized by two major ley lines that intersect. It is said Mary’s fabled “Book of Love” was held here and not found after the siege. The Château de Montségur was razed after 1244. The current fortress follows French military architecture of the 17th century.

At the base of the mountain, in the “Prat dels Cremats” (Occitan for “Field of the Burned”), a modern stele commemorates the death of the victims; it is inscribed “Als catars, als martirs del pur amor crestian. 16 de març 1244” (Occitan for “To the Cathars, to the martyrs of pure christian love. 16 March 1244”).

Learn more on Wikipedia.

Watch my video “Montségur Rescue” here.

12. Cave of Bethlehem – Ornolac-Ussat-les Bains:

This unmarked cave up a local walking trail was a site for Cathar Initiations. Some members of our group felt the energy as they climbed the cave wall barefoot to stand in the geometric relief. I chose to experience it from the ground. I also created this other video of our group’s visit there.

It’s possible the mysterious treasure of the Cathars was hidden in this or another of the caves of the Ariège valley.

13. Bugarach:

This upside down mountain, which looks like the top has been broken off, has very strong energies. It’s seen as a portal or star gate to other dimensions, a major energy vortex that connects to a network of ley lines in the area. There are many reportings of UFO sightings around the top of the mountain. According to some sources, this is the 2nd (sacral) chakra of the planet. The “Anna, Voice of the Magdalenes” book speaks about the location of the former Essene community at the Pic de Bugarach. Another legend states that it is the burial spot of Jesus and Mary Magdalene.

Learn more on Wikipedia.

14. Fontaine des Amours (Fountain of Love or Lovers Fountain):

We stopped near the small town of Rennes les Bains to visit La Fontaine des Amours. The source is energized by the Pic de Bugarach. The top pool feeds down into a deep heart shaped pool, where some say that Mary Magdalene performed baptisms.

15. Chair of Isis:

According to Annaiya Sophia, a local source, the Chair of Isis, also known as the Throne of Isis

is reputed to be an Initiatory Seat of Power for the Mystery School of Isis.  Every year hundreds of men and women flock to this spot praying to receive wisdom, healing and initiation into the Feminine “Way”.

Because you ‘sit’ on the throne, I feel that this sacred site is connected with fertility, sexuality and womb wisdom.  Historically, Rennes les Bains is officially marked on The Rose Line (Paris Meridian) a time/energy line that runs through St Sulpice in Paris, all the down to the region’s holy mountain, Mt Bugarach.

The Throne of Isis is also situated within the Pentagram as discovered by Henry Lincoln in Holy Blood, Holy Grail.  This is a mystical portal mapped out into the land surrounding Rennes les Chateau by five mountainous peaks.  Many of us in the region call this pentagram The Venus Temple, with its epicentre at La Pique (the Venus Temple transmission)

16. Nebias Natural Labyrinth:

This mysterious maze of limestone, roots, and moss called The Green Labyrinth is the source of many local legends. It would be very easy to get lost in here…. It’s a karstic maze hidden in a preserved oak forest, part of the larger trek, “Le sentier Nature,” which itself is part of the “Sentier Cathare”.

Ariana wrote: “If you are sensitive to fairies, angels and the energy of other realms you may find some magic here. Allow yourself to open to feeling the energies of the area and a deeper connection to the land.”

17. Peyrepertuse:

The wind was a-blowing on this famous mountain fortress Chateau de Peyrepertuse – one of the so-called Cathar castles – at one point, having mistaken a crag for a path, I found myself gripping the walls with a prayer in my heart. I’m sure I wasn’t the first to do that in this century or centuries past. I have to say, perched high on top of a limestone cliff the views were definitely stunning.

This fortress is an example of the chateaus of France built in the dark ages. Inside there is the Church of Marie  on the lower level with strong feminine energy, as well as the church of San Jordi  at the highest point of the fortress.

At the time of the Albigensian Crusade, it was the fief of Guillaume de Peyrepertuse who, not wanting to submit, was excommunicated in 1224. He did finally submit after the failure of the siege of Carcassonne, and the castle became a French possession in 1240.

Learn more on Wikipedia

18. Gorge de Galamus – St. Antoine Hermitage:

I had a breath-taking spiritual experience here when the sunlight coming into the cave-chapel started blessing my eyes through colour dancing through the lenses on my iPhone. I felt connected energetically in a way that stayed with me for a long time.

The Gorges de Galamus are located between the Catalan Country and the Cathar Country, in the departments of Aude and Pyrénées Orientales in the Occitanie – Pyrénées Méditerranées region. According to the region’s official website,

It was around the 14th century that hermits came to isolate themselves in the natural caves of the Gorges. They placed the site under the protection of St Antoine. The hermitage, built in a natural cavity in the cliff, overlooks the canyon of the Gorges and offers a “breathtaking” spectacle.

The buildings seem to be present from 1395. The 19th century was that of the assertion of the religious vocation of the Hermitage. Several hermits succeeded one another maintaining the place, constructing buildings, instituting the bell for vows, receiving the Easter and Pentecost processions. The hermits would have followed one another at Galamus until around 1930, giving a spiritual dimension to the site

The drive was stunning as we wound up to the top and precarious as you’ll see in the video on the way back down. It’s a very simple Hermitage nestled in a cave on the side of a cliff.  The more than life-sized wooden sculptures of Christ and 2 female figures representing humanity was created by Georges Grouiller (St. Paul de Fenouillet). It represents how, on the day of ascension, there is both new hope (character standing) and blindness to this hope (seated figure).

Ariana had written that the energy of Mary Magdalene is said to be very strong here – it may have been a ceremonial place. There is also a sense of heart energy and a lovely blend of the masculine and feminine.

19. Rennes le Château:

According to Wikipedia, this hilltop village is known internationally; it receives tens of thousands of visitors per year, drawn by conspiracy theories surrounding a putative buried treasure discovered by its 19th-century priest Bérenger Saunière, the precise nature of which is disputed among those who credit its existence.

Ariana wrote:

The famous Rennes-le-Chateau was highlighted in the movie “The Da Vinci Code”. There is powerful Earth energy here and in nearby  Bugarach. We begin the day at the simple  Church of Saint Mary Magdalene, which despite its size has much to explore. Much is hidden for those who have eyes to see. The Magdalene Line Trilogy by Kathleen McGowan is a good read as you are preparing for the pilgrimage. The original church was dedicated to Mary Magdalene in 1059. Catharism was very strong at that time and had a lot of influence. While there is no evidence that Jesus and Mary Magdalene were married we know that the Catholic Church went to great lengths to remove any evidence that did not support their dogma. The current structure was renovated in the late 19th century by the controversial and well-loved Bishop Saunière who had a deep love for Mary Magdalene. Within the church are many clues to what Bishop Saunière wanted others to know about Mary Magdalene. One of his many gifts to the town was the construction of the  Magdalene Tower. There is much controversy about the surprising wealth the priest Saunière spent creating the Magdalene tower and the home near the church. What is the truth – will we ever really know? Within the church are many clues to what Bishop Saunière wanted others to know about Mary Magdalene. Can we bypass the controversy and instead tune into our own wisdom? Is the Holy Grail inside of us? Take enough time in this small church to allow for your own sense of the energies to arise.

OK, so the part where I’m singing was a recreation of what spontaneously happened when I walked into the space after leaving the Mary Magdalene Tower. The echo was wonderful and the feeling even better. I tried to convey that with a few special effects.

This feeling was augmented by David Bailey’s beautiful channeled Mary Magdalene concert on piano.

20. Rocamadour:

Rocamadour has attracted visitors for its setting in a gorge above a tributary of the River Dordogne and especially for its historical monuments and its sanctuary of the Blessed Virgin Mary, which for centuries has attracted pilgrims from many countries, among them kings, bishops and nobles.

Flights of steps ascend from the lower town to the churches, a group of massive buildings half-way up the cliff. The chief of them is the pilgrimage church of Notre Dame (rebuilt in its present configuration from 1479), containing the cult image at the centre of the site, a wooden Black Madonna reputed to have been carved by Saint Amator (Amadour) himself.

The village of Rocamadour is the second most visited attraction in France after Mont-Saint-Michel. The pilgrimage site became one of the four holy places of Christendom along with Jerusalem, Rome and Santiago de Compostela. Rocamadour is said to be a place where miracles happen . . .

Learn more on Wikipedia.

21. Lourdes:

This site was special for me. Not only had I been there as a little girl, but I could so feel the veneration for Mother Mary, and it touched me deeply.

Last time I was there, I was 9 years old and living on a military base in Germany. This time, we arrived on the last day of the 63rd International Military Pilgrimage (May12-14 2023) with 14,000 military personnel from 40 nations, all focused on peace. Hopeful! The nightly procession before the one in this video must have been even more spectacular! Since I’m not a fan of crowds, this one was more my scale. I hardly used my camera on the first of our 2 days there, until the evening procession. The next day in the rain, it got me out of our hotel room early when all was quiet except the bagpipes. I came home with some holy water that trickled drop by drop into my bottle and a heart filled with the vibration of this holy site where Saint Bernadette experienced 18 apparitions. Many miracles have happened there since.

The Lourdes apparitions are several Marian apparitions reported in 1858 by Bernadette Soubirous, the 14-year-old daughter of a miller.

From 11 February to 16 July 1858, she reported 18 apparitions of “a Lady”. Soubirous described the lady as wearing a white veil and a blue girdle; she had a golden rose on each foot and held a rosary of pearls. After initial skepticism from the local clergy, these claims were eventually declared to be worthy of belief by the Catholic Church after a canonical investigation. The apparition is known as Our Lady of Lourdes.

The holy spring came to life after her 9th apparition and miracles started to happen after that. When we were there, the main spring taps were barely trickling, but a second filling station was built a bit further down.

The Lady, who didn’t give her name at first despite the priests’ many requests finally acquiesced on the 4th time. With her arms down, she raised her eyes to heaven and then, folding her hands over her breast she said, “I am the Immaculate Conception.”. She asked that a chapel be built and told Bernadette 3 secrets.

Thousands joined Bernadette on her visits to the grotto until the site was barricaded by the government and people fined for kneeling at the grotto. Bernadette had to kneel across the river just as the sculpture in the video.

The grotto reopened to the public in October 1858 by order of Emperor Louis Napoleon III. Soubirous received no further apparitions after the 18th appearance (on 16 July 1858), and she did not feel any desire to visit the grotto afterwards. The people, however, kept on visiting. In 1866, Soubirous left Lourdes to join a religious order.

Several churches were eventually built at Lourdes, including the Sanctuary of Our Lady of Lourdes and the Basilica of St. Pius X.

Soubirous was canonized as a saint by the Catholic Church in 1933.

Learn more on Wikipedia

Watch my separate Lourdes video called “Shower of Devotion” here on YouTube.

22. PARIS – Sacré Coeur :

A few from the group headed to the Basilica of Sacré Coeur de Montmartre (Sacred Heart of Montmartre) after our late dinner for the 11pm mass. Welcome to Paris!

Learn more on Wikipedia.

23. PARIS – Église de la Madeleine:

This church is more popularly known as La Madeleine. Napoleon Bonaparte had it redesigned in the Neoclassical style to become a monument to the glory of his armies. After his downfall in 1814 construction as a church resumed, but it was not completed until 1842.

There is a powerful statue at the rear of the church depicting angels lifting Mary Magdalene (see #1). There are varying opinions about whether the statute depicts her as being pregnant. Behind the statue is the mosaic Mary Magdalene kneeling before Christ with her alabaster jar.

Learn more on Wikipedia.

24. PARIS – Chapel of the Miraculous Medal – St. Catherine Labouré:

This is the church that honours the French nun Catherine Labouré who was a Marian visionary. The famous Miraculous Medal of our Lady of Graces, worn by millions (including my father), is believed to have been created by her as requested by Mother Mary.

The chapel was packed with pilgrims praying for miracles- it didn’t have a tourist feel at all.

Saint Catherine Labouré’s body is incorrupt and her coffin is located at the top of the Church to the right of the main altar. A tomb with the effigy of Saint Louise de Marillac is on the other side.

Learn more on Wikipedia.

25. PARIS – Saint Sulspice:

“The Église Saint-Sulpice is one of the oldest churches in Paris. It gained fame from the Da Vinci Code due to its location on the zero meridian. A brass line runs through the cathedral known as the Rose-Line, said to be symbolic of the royal bloodline of the Merovingian Kings. The old legend claimed the kings were from the bloodline of Mary Magdalene and Yeshua. Also in this church is a large sundial which runs north to south which is used to calculate the dates of Easter and other sacred days that change from year to year. The Rose-line runs through the sundial and then through the church. This line runs down to the south of France and runs through Rennes-le-Chateau. One of the titles of Isis is Queen of Crowns of the North and South. Isis is the Esoteric Queen of the Red Serpent Rose-line. The red line connects to the power of fertility, menstruation and the matriarchal lineage of Isis. In history both Isis and Mary Magdalene had the task to resurrect their dead solar king.” (from Ariana’s itinerary)

Learn more on Wikipedia.

26. Vézelay:

Leaving Paris, we stopped in Véselay, Burgundy on our way to Chartres. There, we visited the Basilica of St Mary Magdalene, one of the great masterpieces of Burgundian Romanesque art and architecture. The church and hill at Vézelay were added to the UNESCO list of World Heritage Sites in 1979 because of their importance in medieval Christianity and outstanding architecture.The relics of Mary Magdalene were brought to Vézelay from the Church of Saint Maximin near the grotto of Sainte-Baume in the 11th century. In the crypt of the church there are two shrines, one dedicated to Mary Magdalene and one dedicated to Christ. Vézelay is the starting point of many pilgrimages in France; the energy of pilgrims that have been visiting this site for centuries is profound.

The beginning of Vézelay’s decline coincided with the well-publicized discovery in 1279 of the body of Mary Magdalene at Saint-Maximin-la-Sainte-Baume in Provence, given regal patronage by Charles II, the Angevin king of Sicily. When Charles erected a Dominican convent at La Sainte-Baume, the shrine was found intact, with an explanatory inscription stating why the relics had been hidden. The local Dominican friars compiled an account of miracles that these relics had wrought. This discovery undermined Vézelay’s position as the principal shrine of the Magdalene in Europe.

Read more on Wikipedia.

27. Chartres:

Chartres was our last stop. I’ve never spent so much time in a church before, despite my Catholic upbringing. We toured the main church, and I added a tour of both the roof and the crypt. The next day was my highlight, witnessing the preparation of the sacred space for the labyrinth walk. I got special permission to video from up in the pulpit. I teared up when the rector said yes.

I’d been painting the Chartres labyrinth since 2017, after my weekly walks in one in St John’s, NL based on this 1205 design in France. I was thrilled our group would be there on a Friday, the only day they remove the church benches so pilgrims can walk it. The creating of the sacred space was as, if not more moving to me than seeing it open for the community and walking it myself. That’s why I also created a separate video juxtaposing one sequence of the light-workers in the spectacular evening sound & light show and the lightworkers clearing the labyrinth indoors, including our co-leader June (dressed in white).

Ariana had written in her itinerary that “Chartres is said to be on ley lines which link Glastonbury, Stonehenge and the Pyramids in Egypt. The Cathedral is filled with imagery, sacred geometry, carvings, stained-glass windows and sculptures of feminine figures, offering a glimpse into the feminine aspect of God. There is much here to be aware of – and it is often hidden in plain view for those with eyes to see. … With its 160 stained glass windows, crypt and labyrinth, it is a place of rare architectural beauty with sacred geometry and is said to house the tunic of the Blessed Mother, the Sancta Camisia (from when she birthed Jesus). Also of interest is the Black Madonna – the subject of controversy as it was lightened as part of the renovation of the cathedral. the labyrinth, a perfect reflection of the size of the rose window that looks down on it.”

 

Well there you have it. I learned so much preparing this way-too-long blog post. I trust you did too. Don’t forget to watch the movie at the top or on YouTube.



 

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